It doesnt matter who you love or how you love but that you love.
Rod McKuen (via moreofamore)
(Source: terramantra)
Lesson Learned
So much things have happened in the start of 2012, and from all those things i’ve learned. I have never known what is life before, how hard it was, how cruel it was. But now, i realized
Life is the most important thing that god has given to us, and we should appreciate everything in it
My dad have been hospitalized for almost 3 weeks, i’ve never felt so lonely before when my dad wasn’t at home. But now, i feel it, it feels like i was trapped in unknown world all alone. When i was looking at his bedroom, kitchen, etc. i feel like my world is nothing wothout him. I’ve never realized how precious my parents for my self, but now i do know. When i was seeing him at hospital, saw him sleeping in peace, saw him suffered beacuse of the sickness, it hurted me a lot. something just moved me. I realized, i really do love my Dad too much. I’m nothing without him, and life was really hard when he wasn’t by my side. I learnt much things, i know I’m maturing, i should be strong in everycase.
February, it’s less than 2 months i’ll face National Examination. everyday, i asked my self, have i prepared enough? my heart always answer No. I’m afraid, beacuse i need to reach my targets. i don’t know how to speak out my feeling right now. It’s complicated. Everything about school turned me blue. i know, i haven’tprepared enough, i know i should try harder, but is there any enough time? I only can praying for the best.
this is my wishes list for this year:
1. Health for my Dad
2. Succes on UN and SNMPTN Undangan
3. I’ll be a student of SAPPK Institut Teknologi Bandung 2012
4. Make my parents proud and happy
5. reach all my targets
6. and being more good to God, family, friend, and everyone.
7. this year will be a full of happiness year
Amin, i hope all my wishes will be come true.
